It’s sad when people around you wait and hover around to cash in on your success. Those people are not friends nor were they really ever there for you. I mean they will say there were, but it wasn’t from the heart and you can feel like they’re forcing themselves to listen to you.
I am just in a bitter, pissed off mood right now, feeling like a jackass for being too nice. I have no one to blame expect me. Like the old saying, “If it ain’t broken, don’t fix it.”
Well I have been trying to hold on to something that’s been broken for years. And I only have one reason for holding on to the past and that reason is priceless. And for that I got taken advantage off. I know life is not perfect. I know people are selfish. I know people play games. I know people lie.
I also know what I have to do, as the wish that I have been holding onto is doing nothing but destroying me. It’s time for change. It’s time for me to be a bit selfish in a good balanced way. Cause lord knows I have been punishing myself for years for something I had no control over.